Clam Lynch - Cut the Crap

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January 9, 2007

STAY ON THE INSIDE SIDE.

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Folks last night it was as cold as a WITCHES BRASS MONKEY, and I’m not talking temperature.

I AM talking about my HEART and in my MIND.

"Why so cold?" I said to myself as I rocked back and forth on the side of the bed.

And then it hit me.

SEPARATION.

And I said "HOLY CAT!! "
And then I said "HOLY CAT??"
And then I stopped thinking about the phrase “HOLY CAT” and went back to my original thought.

SEPARATION.

I realized I was feeling totally SEPARATE from my GOOD.
Like all GOOD things were outside me somewhere.
That if only A, B, and G were here then I would be ok.

Now folks, THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER ON THE PART OF THE LAWN YOU WATER MOST, and I realized that I had been watering the wrong side of the lawn. So instead of spraying my "LIFE WATER" all over the outside lawn, I decided to take the METAPHORIC HOSE and turn it on myself.

I STUCK THAT IMAGINARY THING IN MY MOUTH AND TURNED THAT SUCKER UP FULL BLAST!!

And CHEESE ON A STICK, if that didn’t do the trick.

All the seeds that where planted in the darkness of my dark time were AWAKEN! Breaking the soil and blossoming in my SECRET PLACE.

OH SWEET ELIXIR OF LIFE!

AS WITHIN so WITHOUT.

And YES I am still "WITHOUT" many things (In the outside world), but NOW that my FANCY new MIND GARDEN is in full bloom, I know it's only a matter of time before, BAM! BIG TIME DEMONSTRATION!!

AND FOLKS I TELL YOU WHAT. Focusing on the OUTSIDE stuff only makes you neglect your INSIDE stuff. Then the weeds come up and the soil dries out and the moles and gofers and locust start screwing up your whole FLOWER PATCH.

Just stop and smell the flowers, IN YOUR MIND.

AND IF YOU CAN DIG THAT ,RIGHT ON!!
AND IF YOU CAN'T ,NEVER-MIND.

LOVE ALLWAYS,CLAM

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Posted by clamlynch at 10:16 PM