Clam Lynch - Cut the Crap

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April 2, 2008

THINK OF ME/YOU.

HELLO , IT'S ME.
YOU KNOW THAT I'D BE WITH YOU IF I COULD.

ANY-HOOT, THATS NOT GONN'A HAPPEN.
WELL, NOT ON THE PHYSICAL LEVEL,OR WHAT SOME FOLKS CALL, THE THIRD DIMENSION.
BUT HEY!, IF WE CLOSE OUR EYES,AND

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WELL FRIENDS, I CANT CLOSE MY EYES AND MAKE GOOD WORDS ,OBVIOUSLY.

ALSO IF YOUR EYES ARE CLOSED YOU CANT READ WHAT I AM TYPING.

SO I AM HOPING YOUR EYES ARE BACK OPEN.
IF NOT ?
WELL?
I GUESS IT DOSNT MATTER.

FOLKS, I JUST WANTED TO SAY A FEW WORDS ON NOTICING THINGS.

ALL KINDS OF THING-A MA-BOBS AND EVERYDAY KINDA STUFF THAT WE/I TAKE FOR GRANTED.
YOU KNOW LITTLE THINGS, LIKE YOUR HEART BEATING,BREATHING,YOUR TOENAILS,THE SUN AND THE MOON, THE STARS, BIRDS,BABYS,ANTS,THE SOUND OF A TOLET FLUSHING
THE CLOUDS, SUNRISE,SUNSET,SUNRISE,SUNSET,SUNRISE,SUNSET...HUMMMM,
THAT REMINDS ME OF A SONG , SO LETS ADD SONGS TO OUR LIST.
FRIENDS THE LIST GOES ON AND ON .
I AM NOTICING THE HANGNAIL ON MY FINGER RIGHT NOW AND THE FACT THAT I AM DEPRESSED AND AM HAVING A HARD TIME WITH MY, BAD THINKING THOUGHTS.

THOUGHTS LIKE:
THIS IS STUPID.
I AM STUPID.
ANYONE READING THIS IS ETHER STUPID OUR THERE JUST ENJOYING MY STUPIDNESS SO MUCH THEY CANT STOP READING AND LAUGHING ABOUT HOW STUPID THIS I AM.

THIS I AM?

SEE NOW I AM DRIFTING AWAY NOT FOCUSED.
REACTING TO IMAGINARY THOUGHTS AND PROJECTIONS.
LOST IN THINGS THAT ARE JUST PASSING THOUGHTS, PASSING LIKE GAS OR A CLOUD.
THERE NOT REAL ,THERE NOT NOW!!

CHEESE ON A STICK!!
NOW I AM WAY OFF TOPIC.

I HAVE FLOATED AWAY ON A DARK PASSING CLOUD OF GASSY CRAPPY THOUGHTS ABOUT MYSELF AND OTHERS.
IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH NOW.
RIGHT NOW I AM COMFORTABLY SETTING IN MY UNDERROOS HAVING A HOT CHOCOLATE AND TYPING AND MY HEARTS BEATING AND I AM FINE AND HAPPY TO TALK WITH YOU .

BUT THATS NOT WHAT THIS DOWNER THOUGHT CLOULD IS TELLING ME.

FRIENDS, I NEED TO GO LAY DOWN AND LET THIS DARKNESS PASS.
I WILL BE BACK IN THE HERE AND NOW IN A FEW MINUTES/HOURS.
SO DONT LEAVE.
WELL, MAYBE YOU CAN LEAVE AND COME BACK?

I DO NOT WANT YOU TO GET ANGRY AND DEPRESSED JUST SITTING THERE WAITING FOR MORE WORDS TO APPEAR ON THE GLOWING MAGIC SCREEN.
I WILL MEET YOU BACK HERE....
SOON-ISH.
STAY CALM.
CLAM

Posted by clamlynch at 6:46 PM